Nasreen Akhtar

Posts Tagged ‘Heartache’

Deep Cuts

In Heart, Life, love, Soul on September 19, 2009 at 12:19 am

22978323_0aaa5c87f5 There is a young man training to become a butcher at my local grocery shop. I saw him observing for a while and then the other day, he was there, ready for his new job, wearing the white coat, looking terribly smart, complete with knife in his hand.

I exchange pleasantries with the butcher, while this not-Sir-Alan-Cheeni’s apprentice quietly manages the task at hand. Suddenly, there is a loud yell – I am startled. The butcher just raises his eyebrows, he knows what has happened and tells him to run his finger under the tap nearby. It is then that I realise that the young man has cut his finger.

There  is blood everywhere. It is becoming camouflaged with the colour of the meat on the wooden block beneath it (so glad that is not my order he is working on!). The young man’s tears fill up, but he retains his machoism; yes, men don’t cry, they are alien beings, they are to remain unaffected by pain.

But this is not what concerns me (although if I am completely honest, then perhaps it should); as I stand there I cannot help but think that in that moment, this young man has demonstrated life in action: it cuts us and then we bleed. No matter who we are, how strong we may be, how in control of a situation we think we are (like this man thinking that as a trainee butcher, he would have control over the cutting), we never are immune to life’s power.

It also makes me wonder, whether we are guilty of holding the knives that cut us? . . .

An ode in remembrance

In Life, love, Men & Women, Soul on August 9, 2009 at 8:44 am

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These days I seem to be up very early (an alien concept for me in the past, but then again that is the past…)

For the third day running, at the same time, (5.15am ish), there is a gentleman who walks past my house, singing an ode. I think he is  Polish and even though I do not understand the language, I feel the emotion in his words and the way he sings his poem.

I wonder who he has left behind that drives him to sing this powerfully moving ode.
It gives me great pleasure to listen to him as he walks past and for that brief moment or two that he passes, I remember my own longing and my own heart’s desire.

I may not understand the language in which he sings, but my heart seems to understand, for it weeps, weeps silently.

Why do broken hearts hurt so much?

In Life, love, Men & Women on April 2, 2009 at 9:29 pm

A reader of Catch a Fish from the Sea (Using the Internet) recently contacted to say that she was unaware that there are so many similarities between Christianity and Islam. Why should it be surprising? The Final Messenger of God reiterated the Message that the Prophets before him had brought to mankind; he did not invent a new religion per se.

Therefore I always find the Biblical stance on pre-marital sex interesting. Ephesians 5:31 describes marriage between two people as them becoming one flesh and therefore when a relationship is broken after sexual intercourse having taken place, it is like ripping apart flesh.

Falling in love has to be more/less along the same lines hence why not encouraged in Islam. Maybe that is why broken hearts hurt so much? Because the heart (irrespective to whether there is pre-marital relation involved) which becomes part of another is then torn away from what it loves. What is certain for sure, is that it hurts (a lot), doesn’t it?

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